Dear, Love.

Okay I want surprise. So for the beginner, I don't want readers to read the "best part". Okay, between Josh Farro, Hayley Williams and Jenna Rice. Hayley, your old guy not included. I still love you, your love life is not my business. Its my misery business. So, your boyfriend is the only exception, and now thats what I get. I couldn't decode your mind. I'm feeling sorry. I can't turn if off. I'm not playing god. But I am careful and seeing these kind of things. Something riot. Maybe I'm born for this. At where the lines overlap. I just have to speak now. Oh, oops, sorry Tay. But, that is exactly my point.

My stupid point is, you my 7 followers, Look at Jenna Rice. Google her, she looks almost like Hayley Williams. Taylor Swift wrote a song inspiring from her friend. Its like Hayley still loves Josh. And Josh and still loves Hayley. What a sweet couple. *jiwang betul lah aku ni -.-
But, I just wish Farro and Williams got back together :"). But Josh married to Jenna Rice. Ugh. She looks kind of like Hayley Williams. Maybe SHE asked Josh to leave Paramore. Because she was jealous. And paranoid. And all! Oh this paralove is paranoid and paranormal. Sigh. Parameswara, cut their paramecium. Oh paras.

But, how did Hayley feels? When see her own ex married to another girl who looks almost like her? Did she ever thought "That should be me"? (no, NOT Bieber song. :P) I can't even imagine if the one I love, or my ex married to another girl. The worst part is if they marry to bitch. Sigh. Sigh, sigh harder. Sigh like a kababoom. Siiiiiiiiiiigh. HUH!

And Josh. DID HE EVER DOUBT ABOUT IT?! I mean, about the marriage! I just, I don't know why I thought of this. I did write a song about this. And I feeeeel goooooood to spit it out. Spit what I want to say to my ex. Spit what I want to say to former crushes or crush right now. [busted!]

What can I say? I don't meant with him. I mean, not the jodoh. Just.. they're just a past. A friend. An enemy. A crush. Damn. How can I think of him when I know he won't fall for me?!
AAAH. Busted again.



OKAY! Just consider everything as a... hypothetical. Nothing meaning. Just a girl who.. doubt about her idol's love life. :P Just think 'him' is Ethan. Or just a hypothetically speaking. OKAY. Done. No busted-busted.

brokenhearted fan,

♥ Kaitlyn Duchannes