I feel stupid. And it's not so surprising. Or suspended.
Exam. Another almost like a week more! I have to read from form 1. Oh my damn. At the nearly end of 2010, I was so exuberant (right? ;P) to get high scores and never back down at 2011. And now? My confidence go down to undersea. Until you can put negative (-) at the meter number. I'm so worried. Really. I don't know what to dooo! I don't even know if I can get number 1 in class! Or highest score!
Man. Why everything has to be like this?! WHYYY?!
Can't you even increase my spirit? Give me hopes? OH HELL NO.
I am tired of people. Tired of surroundings. Tired of my hopes. I feel like I'm giving up (well, why should give down? -,-') and not believe in myself anymore. I'm telling you, I'm losing my confidence. My spirits. My 'malas' disease is here. And Formspring! Man, I bet it's already reached 1000+. Wait, SHUT THE HELL UP, FORGET ABOUT FORMSPRING, YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT STUDIES AND TRYING TO REGRET HERE. Oops. Well, Najla, read this carefully. Feel what are you typing right now. You. Are. A. Bout. To. Make. The. Big. Gest. Mis. Take. Of. Your. Life. Oratleastyour2011. :P I'm telling you Najla, I'm warning you. What happen to your revenge? To you hope? To your spirits? To your confidences? To "it's okay, it's all right, I still have another year" ?! U R OUTTA YER MIND, I'M TELLIN YA. I know, Amma. -,-'
Oh, my brother's watching Sherlock Holmes, gosh, you really love Jude Law aren't ya, Bro? And plus, at sports, there was a player named James McCarthy. EXACTLY THE NAME. Whoa, you're really miss me aren't you, Holmes and McCarthy? Yeah, well, me too. :p Kk, shutup and bye.
with big hearts, high spirits, greater hopes,
♥ Kaitlyn Duchannes
