This Love - Ellie Goulding

Saturday, July 16, 2011

Hello I'm Helena.

So. It sucks a lot and a lot and a lot.

Life sucks. Life's a bitch. Life's complicated. Life's difficult. Life's mean. Life's hurt. So what? Go on die if you don't want life you bitches.

Like Xiangjun said, Life's A Test. Hohoho.

So long time no blog here and I think I want to write. About everything maybe? Maybe.

My heart aches. My head spins. My body feverish. My emotions damned. I'm paranoid.

And it's all because his name mentioned.

Yes. I have a new boyfriend. But I still love a jerk. Suddenly. Again. But, no, I can't think that. No way. My boyfriend too nice to me. He cares for me. He give everything I wanted.

Plus, he was the one who listen to my problem when I had a problem with my ex. He helped me a lot. He even ever saw me cry. Listened to my hoarse voice. And trying to comfort me.

And because of this, I feel guilty. And I don't want to repeat the same mistake I did last year. I broke up with a nice guy and this year he avenge towards me (is my English right?)


GTG kbye.